I am also very inspired by other artwork.

I think I am the speaker that did not get through during the first session this morning. I believe that part of the reason that I did not get through is that I am holding back.

I was very excited that the 1st 2 callers were imagining being outside and taking photos. I also wrote about those things.

What was disturbing was that I also mentioned connecting to people — and maybe seeing a dog, who would “kiss” me and accept me unconditionally.

To be quite honest, that has been a fight for me this morning.

I have not given myself permission to own this entire day — nor have I given myself permission to only own “part” of the day.

I intend to have fun today… but my “bowl” of “stuff” is calling. It will be interesting to see how the day will proceed.

Nancy – welcome! I went to film school many moons ago (USC) and was married for many years to a cinematographer so I know well the uncertainty you speak of. It sucks and it is also this great invitation to develop the ability to be centered no matter what. When I coach/teacher writers, I look for how they can develop their own criteria for satisfaction. Otherwise, we will always be spun about by the moods and whims of those who buy – or don’t – our work.

Kerri, your question is a great one. it is partly our dominant culture that pushes us to be in action and to doubt rest. It helps to unplug as much as possible. It helps to have like minded people who are supportive. It really helps to speak to yourself like someone you love. It also helps to take breaks and then notice, like a scientist, what happened because of that break? For example, I noticed today that taking it easy and being less serious, I actually got more done.

Tammy – love love love your description of your week. I thought of it several times today!

Instead of focusing on the *should do*, I’m going with *what I want to do*.

I’m reading books for the sheer pleasure of reading. I am doing an art project and my brain is enjoying being creative after a long dry spell.

I nap and do not feel guilty about it. The dust is gathering. Too bad.

I bought new bras. I haven’t had propely fitting bras in years, so this really is a treat.

I’m e-mailing my granddaughter. She’s just 11. She loves getting email. We both love books, so I borrowed a couple of her books so we can compare notes. I love being invited to share her world.

The upshot of it is that whatever I’m doing this week is mostly for me. I find it very difficult to relax and pamper myself, but if I don’t think about it, it comes much easier, and with it, the idea that the world isn’t going to come to an end just because I take a week off.

And just because I can, I’ll hug my 18 year old son. No kid is ever too old to be hugged by their mom.
Tammy